Hello worldy. After 3 months of OCS, finally, I found myself some time to write an entry. There are lots of stuffs in my mind that I really wanna talk about. Firstly, want to let you guys know that I'm doing just fine in OCS. The culture shock is over, but the lack of freedom is still there. I really miss damn alot of people. (farm, bastards, churchmates, felicia, gwen, my three girly cousins, my gryphon mates and so many more) Just so you guys know, I really wanna meet you guys up! Sometimes I'm thinking whether I can just organise a big party and invite everyone of you to come over. HAHA. But well, I'm still holding on with God's perfect will and live my OCS's life.

Secondly, within the last month, two of my friend's dad had passed away. What's worst is a discovery of cancer found in a loved one. This reallly made me realized how short life is. In just a blink of eye, the person that you tell yourself that you will talk to him or her later as you got more "important" stuffs to do will be gone. Please wordly, I urged you all not to waste your time anymore. There are so many things you can do to prevent regret. Tell your loved ones how much you love them when you do. Give them a hug before you leave to somewhere or even a peck on their cheek. Thank them for whatever they have done. Talk to them whenever you are free. Anything, anything will do. Let's just do something to make yourself and your loved ones feel good. 

Last but not least, this will be the "thank-ing" section. HAHA. 

Peh Lay Hwa, my mom, for always helping me to wash all my muddy clothes ("ma, I really washed myself already. but is always not good enough for your standard, so i just have to let you wash again. HAHA.), rushing out in sunday morning to go to market and back home to prepare lunch or dinner for me before I book in again and forever, showing me love and encouragements when I'm down inside through the phone. MAMA, WO AI NI LA! & definitely my whole family!

Ang Miki Teryama, my dearest girlfriend. For being ever so very patient as she's always waiting for me to bookout. Being so understanding even though I can't call her for days due to fucking field camp. Honestly love, sometimes I can see in your eyes that you are really tired for someone not being able to be there for you. But trust me, I have tried my best to contact and spend time with you whenever I can alright. & we both have to remember this, whenever there's problem, face God first then each other. This is one of the reason why God put me in OCS as we have prayed to live our relationship with God in the middle yes? You know I love you so. (: 

Daddy God. Sometimes, I really hate you for putting me in OCS which I really doesn't want to go. But I know that you have your perfect will for me to be inside. (: Thank for after giving me the strength whenever I'm weak inside. Giving me wisdom whenever I need it. Without You, I can't go so far, I swear.  I love you, God.

Now, I'm off to snuggle with my girlfriend who is snoring beside me. (: Worldy, keep me in your prayers. Amen.

Tomorrow will be the day that my 9 months OSC course begins. I'm gonna miss my family, church mates & definitely, miki terayama. But I know this is all within His plan. Thus, I'm sure that I will be fine. (: I'll be back as an officer! (:

Off to my sweet but tough 9 months holidays with God. (:

Finally the day has arrived, in just 4 hours time, I'll be off to tekong, to serve the nation with Christ. (: Life will be tough inside, but I know He will be with me. (: See you soon, world! (:

P.s. I miss my family & churchmates.
P.s.p.s. Meatballs is already part of my family. (:

God, though I'm not working now, I feel that there are quite a few things for me to do. But most importantly, I'm happy doing them! Alright let me list them down.

1) Run every single day.
Went to test on my 2.4km with my brother, john recently. I only improved from 11.24 mins to 11.02 mins, after so many days of running.. Oh well, I'm sure if I remain this disciplined, I will get better! :D

2) Organizing the 21 of September church gathering.
Even though I'm only the assistant, I've cracked my brain quite widely to think of different games, the points system, how to make it better, buying different materials for the games, creating them & more. But you know, serving God is just a great feeling  I'm sure all these hard work will be totally worth it for strengthing the brethen living! (:

3) Listing out & buying stuffs for NS. (Influenced by kan choing arif. HAHA.)
I've got watch, alarm clock and underwears checked. All thanks to John, both buying & paying for me as I'm not working anymore. I appreciated that alot. (:
But yeah, there are still quite a few stuffs to get. fuck ns! -.-

4) CHIONG finish Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.
As there won't be time for me to read after enlistment, I'm gonna chiong to complete this book now when I still have fresh memories of the previous books. & definitely, the constant questioning from meatballs, "can i read first? i damn fast one, pleaseee!" is making be kan choing la! HAHAHA.

5) Planning out my timetable carefully for spending time with friends, meatballs & family.
There are only 22 days left for me before enlistment. & there are still so many friends to meet up with, the farm, the bastards, the two sisters, felicia, sarah & more. What's worst is that time with meatballs is like never enough. I swear I'm gonna make the last 3 Saturdays awesome with her! (: This coming sat, ZOO ZOO BABY! :D Most importanly, the family. More dinners with them will be plan for sure. God, I'm missing my mom now. HAHA.

6) Building a closer relationship with God.
This is the one I need & want the most. He is the most important factor that I will need in NS. World, please pray for me too. (:
Pray for my heart to bind to His through out my NS. Constantly reminding me that He's always with me, providing me strength for the trainings, patience with the people & wisdom to speak.  & also the importance of prayer.

I told you guys that are quite a few things for me to do right? HAHA.  Alrighty, I'm off for now to complete them now. Will be back at least once more before Oct 7, world! (: