9th of December 2009, the day when a butch of trained soliders pop out of tekong island, after 9 weeks of tough shit trainings. Yes, trainings can be real tough & all but when you have a butch of awesome mates & commanders in your platoon, nothing is impossible. I thank God for that, really. God, I'm gonna miss them so much. The times when we trained hard to achieved our ippt gold (yes, i got it. :D), when we laughed & cried our hearts out, when we spanked all the birthday boys arses (ARSES MIKI, ARSES!) & many more! ):
On this coming Friday, we'll know our postings. Yet another phase of NS life, meeting new people & environment, which means a whole new adaptation to make. As God's faithful, I know I'll be fine. (:
P.s. I miss my family & churchmates.
P.s.p.s. Meatballs is already part of my family. (:
Hello Miss Sunshine,
I love you so. & I'm sure you know that.
Please continue to light up my world.
The boy with melted heart. (:
1) Run every single day.
Went to test on my 2.4km with my brother, john recently. I only improved from 11.24 mins to 11.02 mins, after so many days of running.. Oh well, I'm sure if I remain this disciplined, I will get better! :D
2) Organizing the 21 of September church gathering.
Even though I'm only the assistant, I've cracked my brain quite widely to think of different games, the points system, how to make it better, buying different materials for the games, creating them & more. But you know, serving God is just a great feeling I'm sure all these hard work will be totally worth it for strengthing the brethen living! (:
3) Listing out & buying stuffs for NS. (Influenced by kan choing arif. HAHA.)
I've got watch, alarm clock and underwears checked. All thanks to John, both buying & paying for me as I'm not working anymore. I appreciated that alot. (:
But yeah, there are still quite a few stuffs to get. fuck ns! -.-
4) CHIONG finish Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.
As there won't be time for me to read after enlistment, I'm gonna chiong to complete this book now when I still have fresh memories of the previous books. & definitely, the constant questioning from meatballs, "can i read first? i damn fast one, pleaseee!" is making be kan choing la! HAHAHA.
5) Planning out my timetable carefully for spending time with friends, meatballs & family.
There are only 22 days left for me before enlistment. & there are still so many friends to meet up with, the farm, the bastards, the two sisters, felicia, sarah & more. What's worst is that time with meatballs is like never enough. I swear I'm gonna make the last 3 Saturdays awesome with her! (: This coming sat, ZOO ZOO BABY! :D Most importanly, the family. More dinners with them will be plan for sure. God, I'm missing my mom now. HAHA.
6) Building a closer relationship with God.
This is the one I need & want the most. He is the most important factor that I will need in NS. World, please pray for me too. (:
Pray for my heart to bind to His through out my NS. Constantly reminding me that He's always with me, providing me strength for the trainings, patience with the people & wisdom to speak. & also the importance of prayer.
I told you guys that are quite a few things for me to do right? HAHA. Alrighty, I'm off for now to complete them now. Will be back at least once more before Oct 7, world! (:
Hello world, I'm back from the coolest guestroom (baan saladaeng), amazing thai foods, super cheap & bargain-able shopping, unlimited taxi & tuk-tuk rides & time spent with meatballs! (: After all, awsome will be an understatement for trip. Anyway, the above picture is only what we bought for the second day. If you wanna include the first & third day, we will be taking a picture of the whole room. HAHA!
For every trip I went for, is always never enough. But for this time, it feels that it will never EVER be enough. I enjoyed every second of the trip with meatballs as I know that our next trip won't be any soon due to the arse-sucking serving the country duty. ): Just to make it clear. is not like I mind serving my country, like can't take the trainings & all, but is the matter of freedom, the time I can spend with my loved ones.
Oh well, for now, it will 29 more days left for my freedom. Gonna spend more time with friends, family, church mates & definitely, meatballs. God, I'm getting emo now. ): Bye...
HELLO WORLD! IN 50 MINUTES TIME, I WILL BE ON MY WAY TO THAILAND FOR HARD
God bless us! (:
I'm here trying my best, praying not to be judgemental, which I know I am. But you're there trying your very best too. By again & again, proving to me that my judgement for you is so right: how immature, insensitive & shallow you are.
Honestly, I think that you should just slap yourself, wake up in your useless life & start honoring your parents. It is if only you can do that. If not, just get a life will do, seriously.
Yawn world, YAWN! Man, I swear that I'm fucking tired even though today's the first day of my non-working period. Slept at 12am last night & woke up at 6am to accompany meatballs to compass point to wait for her shuttle bus (which I don't mind at all, honestly! (:). Decided to start training for NS & so, I ran all the way back home. GOD I TELL YOU, IS FUCKING SHAGGEMAMA! Till the extent that half way through, I just wanna kneel down & pray. HAHAHA! & when I've finally reached home, I realised that I still gonna accompany my mom to the market. -.- What's worst is that I can't sleep now as I need to wait for my urbanoutfitter parcel to arrive! ))):
Anyway, today's the first day of work for meatballs. I'm sure everything will be fine & she will loves her job! (: OH OH, & congratulations to meatballs for officially being the COG (Child of God) on Sunday! :D
p.s. Weak like pussy now. Strong like Hagrid soon. HAHAHA.
28 of August 2009, the day I've waited for so damn long has finally arrived! (: Just in a few more hours time, I'm going to wave goodbye to Kemin, the first company I worked for after I graduated from RP. Not only to Kemin, to be more detail, it will also be goodbye to the smelly biochemistry laboratory, the computer which is full of my songs that I used to surf net & blog ALOT with, the comfortable seat that I rest on everyday while reading harry potter or even take a short nap, the washing of millions of beakers, conical flasks and testubes, the weird-smelling animals feeds & enzymes, the changing of shorts to jeans & slippers to shoes every morning, the lunching in or out with the fun-loving friends & most importantly, the glass breaking sound. (I think I set the record of the amount of stuffs broken by a single person in just six months. HAHAHA!)
There will be lots of misses even though I don't really LOVE this job. But life has to move on right? God has better plans for me. (: So yeah, for now, it would be one month of spending time with family, meatballs, friends and also preparing to be treated as a dog in NS. haha!
For now, I'm off to my last washing and cleaning of the lab! :D CHEERS, WORLD!
p.s. Two more days for me to get out of this living hell with jap jap! :D:D
Again, worldy. & yes, i did brought the two books to work. HAHA. TGIF! :D
Oh! vow made for not spending much money is being handled pretty well! Able to resist quite a few, sorry, i mean ALOT (especially when urban outfitters has 20% more discount for sales items!?!?) of tempations. Seriously, thank God for the strength to walked out of shops or even closing the interent windows when I were being tempted with attractive items! (: Simply just can't do anything without Him!
Anyway, I just had mom's dinner (meatballs will be real jealous) & I really think that my mom can seriously open a restaurant & earn lots of money with her ownage cookery abilities! HAHA.
Alrighty, I'm off to the wizard world!
JAP JAP CALL ME SOON! IF NOT YOU WILL HA
This week has been good! As I've spent quality time with both my family and meatballs. (: But man, I hate to withdraw money nowadays as I know very well that there is not much left in there. ): Gonna say that I let myself down, real downnnnn. Not saving the amount expected after so many months of work due to massive shopping & eating of good food. What's worst is that I'm only left with one more month of pay. So, from today onwards, I'm going to really look out on what I'm spending on, I'M DEAD SERIOUS. If not, I'm will enter the toughest company in tekong. HAHAHA. Meatballs, you're in this saving programs with me yes yes?
& Hello Karline, Charlie's sister who is waiting for my update! (: FIND A BF LA.
Bye world, I'm off for an awesome weekend!
P.s. Do not judge others as even God don't judge you. (Easier said than done, but I'm trying so hard like a dog. ):)
OH GOD, FSIM!
Work is boring as usual but heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! is 25 more days left to slacking month! (not so, as i need to train for NS -.-!) Weekend was great! Thanks for meatballs for really being my "balls" to accompany me to dentist, one of my biggest fear. & fuck it, I've got two decayed teeths. I guess I gonna brush my teeth like 5 times a day. But one's fixed & one more to go. PLEASE BE MY BALLS AGAIN, LOVE. ): OH OH! I got a her a dog, named LUMOS (you will know if you're a harry potter fan. HAHA.) & made her new room more homely! YOU'RE SO WELCOME! :D Alrighty, home sweet home! Again, world.
If you do not know what is FSIM (i'm not suprsied, as it's invented by me), it stands for: FUCK SATAN IS MONDAY. (:
One bitten, twice shy.
Thrice, it tears you skin, pierces through your flesh and stuns your nerve.
Which simply causes you to feel numb, so numb.
& this is when you should shut & pray.
P.s. But you do know I still love you so.
She's the one who taught me most of my do-s & don't-s in life.
She's the one who will definitely be there to lend me her warm shoulder whenever my heart breaks.
She's the one who will cry when I do.
She's the one who hardly says she loves me even though she does (alot).
She's the one who loves whoever I love.
She's the one who will be constantly wondering how am i doing, even when she's unwell.
She's the one who I know is willing to sacrifice anything just for my good.
She's the one who I wanna honour.
She's my mom, my pal, my love, my pillar of strength, my everything. (:
Once again, thank you for coming, Charlie Yanuar & I'm very sure that we're gg to be friends for life. *FACE TURNS RED* (:
Alrighy, 25 more minutes till end of work! Gonna apparate home to take care of both of them and apparate again to nic's crib to join the bastards for late dinner! Tired but totally worth it. (:
//edited at 4.52pm 16 of July.
After reading dudeycow's post for me at her blog, her sweetness owned Emma Wastson 1231343478509 times! HAHA. (:
FUCKED UP RP THAT BROUGHT ME UP SO HIGH A
Anw, I came to work today without meatballs as she becomes sickballs. Gonna say that I'm pretty proud of myself. (: even though i miss meatballs's presence.
